Confessing a Secret I was “Desperate” to Keep

Ok, I will admit it. It has taken me a really long time to realize it, and even longer to admit that I have a problem. But I clearly do.

 

Sometimes it’s just easier for me to admit something here, to all of you, than it is to open up to those close to me. But in order to start the healing, I have to start somewhere.

 

I love it. I have to have it. I will do almost anything to get it. I had to go without it for a little while and I thought I’d never make it. I found myself looking all over the place to get me a fix. I tried video stores and the internet. But it was just never enough.

 

The addiction started a couple of years ago. I didn’t even want to try it at first, but peer pressure is tough. I was told, come on, try it just once. You will love it. It’ll make you feel sooo good!

 

So I tried it. I thought trying it just once wouldn’t hurt. I mean, you can get addicted the first time can you? I thought it would make me cool. It was an easy way to hang out with some hot chicks.

 

I tried to hide my secret for so long, not letting anyone know about my addiction. I enjoyed it alone and never told anyone about my weekly habit. My family just thought I was in my room, watching sports or something, but they never knew the real truth. My dirty little secret.

 

What would my family and loved ones say? The shame of my parents finding out seemed unbearable. I found myself willing to do anything to keep my secret. You might say I was “Desperate” to keep it. 

 

Luckily, this past Sunday, they came back to me. All of them, Bree, Susan, Lynette, Gabrielle, and Edie. I missed them dearly!

 

But now I am reading to confess it to you all, my Dear Readers. Maybe I can start on the path to recovery if you all will support me in this battle. I am now read to say it loud and say it proud…

 

I LOVE DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES!!!

 

The writer’s strike is over and these women have returned to my Sunday nights. All is right with the world again!

 

 

 

Ssshhhhhh! This is our little secret right? You won’t tell anyone will you?